In my head, I’ve been trying to find the words.
You wouldn’t think it to look at me when I’m painting my nails, crocheting that blanket that I can’t seem to finish, or staring dead-eyed at the screen while I watch episode after episode of some random show on Netflix.
If you saw me then you would think I didn’t care as much as I do, but you would be wrong.
Inside my head there are people living in their own secret worlds and they are trying to find a way out and I am the only one who can help them.
And I’m failing them right now.
I’m failing ME right now.