I was so productive today.
I got up early, got Elise to school, went and did laundry, had breakfast, went to Target, grocery shopped, went to the bank, and came home and spent an hour setting up a new mouse and keyboard (technical difficulties like whoa) – and then I sat and stared at this blank screen and listened to the same few songs on Spotify over and over again.
Waiting for the words to come.
Trying? But not really trying.
Just worrying that I haven’t been doing it, being angry at myself, feeling terrible about myself, and always, always telling myself that tomorrow will be different.
Tomorrow I will try again and try harder.
And fail better.