This new blog is for the pounding in my heart when I come to a new blank page. Specifically this blank page, where I come say:
Even though I would usually rather not talk to people, I would pretty much always rather be sitting at home by myself reading or watching TV, but the thing is I have all these things to say.
But here’s the thing, I’m afraid to talk to people.
I used to just joke around about it, but I guess all of that joking was just my mechanism of trying to hide what was really going on inside my head, and what is going on is, I think I have crippling social anxiety that is keeping me in my house, keeping me from excelling in my business, and keeping me from taking the steps I need to take to make my “ultimate goal” come to fruition.
Yes, I am scared of people.